Why? Why does it have to be this way? Why can't I just live in the fullness of His love without all of this crap.. =/ Why can't he just leave me alone?!? I just don't understand anything about anything anymore and it sucks because I'm so confused =/
Honestly, why do I feel so much more A L I V E then I ever have before [even those moments where I'm just soaking in his love] Like.. I'm not in a bad mood.. it's just when I think about how confused I am with this whole Jesus thing that I get upset. See. why is even thinking about Him and thinking about missing Him making me freak out?
I should stop asking questions, because Jesus answers them.. I also have to make sure to put as many distractions in my life as possible that way if I'm going to rebel I can do it right.. haha. this is redic. I'm going to go do something productive.. like not think about Jesus. :P
Music
- A Band of Bees, A Band of HorsesCrystal Skulls, Cursive, Death Cab for Cutie, Do Make Say Think, Don Caballero, Hillsong, Analog Set, American Football, Andrew Bird, Annuals, Architecture in Helsinki, Basement Jaxx, Bebo Norman, Benny Benassi, Broken Social Scene, Brooke Fraser, Cat Power, Catherine Feeny, Circa Survive, Cocorosie, Crystal Skulls, Cursive, Death Cab for Cutie, Do Make Say Think, Don Caballero, Hillsong, Hillsong United, Hurricane Pronto, Fernando Ortega, Gateway Worship, George Fenton, Guster, Gregory and the Hawk, Hurray for Earth, Hurricane Pronto, Israel & New Breed, Jars of Clay, Joanna Newsom, Kimya Dawson, Ladytron, Mates of State, Minus the Bear, Mindless Self Indulgence, Mirah, Neon Horse, Paw Pawz, Peaches, Phillip Glass, Radiohead, Regina Spektor, Robbie Seay Band, Shapirio, Sufjan Stevens, Super Furry Animals, Stereolab, The Album leaf, The Bad Plus, The Battle of Land and Sea, The Books, The K Word, The New Pornographers, The Postal Service, The One AM Radio, The Sea and Cake, The Shins, The Smiths, The Strokes, The Velvet Underground, The Willowz, Tortoise, Trans Am, Vince Guaraldi, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, and many others!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
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